I was asked…
I don’t equate it to the word “god.” I don’t use the word because of my NDE and what I’ve discovered about our creation since then.
It’s my understanding that we are in a fractal state of existence and consciousness and Darwin was correct in stating that we evolve and change constantly.y
From one life to another and we’ve always been here and will continue on until the next formation and evolution of consciousness or another life of types.
Was there a being that had a face that I witnessed, no, not a creator, but were seen as energies of massive energetic magnetic forceful consciousness.
Nor, do I equate our beginnings to a being that we were created to be like. Please, know, I’m not trying to be ugly or combative in my opinion, but I must say what I saw as my truths, and The Bible was not present during my NDE.
It is my opinion that we came from ETs, or aliens 👽, but they are Not gods, just DNA manipulators. They were present during my NDE and I asked them if they created me, or mankind, and they answered, “correct.” (Yes). As I said, they are not the ultimate Supreme source of energies, and to add, they don’t claim that title.
So we ask, that “Supreme Source” began, but how? It’s my understanding that in order to create, there must be an energy that creates, and so, it’s backed up, over and over again, like fractal energy sources. Stacked on the timeline, and all different by appearances. It is a fractal state of conscious matter just recreating over and over again. Beautifully moving, all energetic particles of energy.
There are absolutely, no beginnings nor ends and that is because there must be energy for energy to change and create again and again. It is constantly evolving and changing over and over again. It never stops. It’s on the move evolving itself inside out.
Are we the product of kids in a garage making a science experiment and then we are forgotten, and the lights go out? I’ve often wondered. Or are we in a simulation? My honest guess is we are in a simulation. Who’s behind it is a source of energy of the simulation? Thus, was in itself created by a source of energy… and then we’re back to a fractal universe once again always moving, always creating variations of shapes, forms, lives, eras, times on the timeline in that we find ourselves asking,”who am I, and why am I here?” There must be a god? Is there? Or, are we part of the creative simulation that must create.
Think about your next thought. What is that next idea? I don’t know, but you do, as you and I create our own existence. We are here, and we make our space of existence. We do! We do the same thing on the other side of life. You and I create our next idea, our next word, our next picture in our mind and then, our existing lives. We were given this opportunity to make or break ourselves. No one has control over us, unless we give them our reigns.
So, I don’t know and I don’t think we will ever know, if “god” or The Primal Source of All Energy is the one we think we are judged by. No. We judge ourselves.
I do believe that we, our consciousness creates our every moment and every opportunity. It’s not instantaneous, but over time and with practice we do become stronger and better at creating.
During my NDE, I saw the pods that all of us have and inside it we are. It houses our consciousness. From that pod, on the other side of living a life, we create. Just like the manifestos say, it is. So, if we believe only in a biblical story, then, we create what we’ve been told or have been given the imagination to believe and use.
That’s my 2 cents. We are our creators
I can go on and on… but I’ll stop here. Writing in the middle of the night is a calling that sometimes I regret. But, after it’s written, I’m appreciative. It must come through.
Art by me… simply contemplating and receiving in the middle of the night.
My Near Death Experience Arts and Thoughts 