From my near death experience
By me
The Elohim and the Freedom of Consciousness
Our minds, thoughts, words, emotions, and vibrations shape the world of our conscious existence. In essence, we do create—manifesting our universe of time and space here on Earth. But beyond the desire to manifest wealth, health, or comfort, let us return to the very foundation of creation itself.
On February 9, 2019, I crossed into my afterlife existence. For more than thirty minutes—though time does not exist there—I was taken into a realm that I can only describe as a radiant cloud of being. There, I beheld what I called The Elohim—a Hebrew word meaning “God” in the plural form—joyfully creating. Before me, they formed a glorious and beautiful nebula, a living tapestry of light.
It was revealed to me that God, as I had once conceived, was not singular but plural; not a destroyer, but purely a creator. The Elohim created all existence, including me, in joy. They created light and shadow, form and difference. They created even those beings whom humans label as “flawed,” “different,” or “wrong”—those we separate by race, sexuality, appearance, or ability. All were made in utter delight, and never once did the Elohim look back and say, “Oops, a mistake.” That thought never existed.
The creators were pleased with their creations—so completely pleased that one cannot imagine conflict or reorganization. If punishments exist, they do not come from the Elohim, for they only create and create in love.
How does this vision relate to our enlightenment? It teaches that when we free our minds from binding doctrines—those that tell us to follow rigid rules or impose fear upon our souls—we remember that we are made in love, by magnificent creators. Doctrines built upon legalism and control are prisons for the spirit. That is not the way of the Elohim.
I can promise you this: you are free to love yourself. Truly love you. When you love yourself, you open the pathway to love others. Labels of judgment fall away, for we see no one as broken. We free others when we ourselves are free.
Our consciousness is powerful. When it is trapped, it enslaves—binding us and those around us. And we see this every day in our world. But when consciousness is unchained and unleashed, it liberates. It is far greater to set others free than to bind them. This is the way of the Elohim—creation, joy, and love without condition.
WE CONTROL OUR CONSCIOUS journeys. Or, I should say, we can control if we put our minds to the task, otherwise, it will control us, just like in life.
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