By BoJenn
We live inside a mathematical matrix — a lattice of beliefs and rules that lock our lives into predictable patterns. Those grids are sustained by human beliefs — religious doctrines, social systems, laws — and enforced by our fear of the consequences if we step outside. My near‑death experience tore through that matrix and showed me those fears are not the reality they pretend to be.
Imagine a grid — precise, calculating, almost architectural — woven from human belief. Every doctrine, law, and cultural rule threads into this matrix and gives it form; fear is the mechanism that keeps the lines taut. We behave as if the grid is the world, as if stepping beyond its boundaries will condemn us. My near‑death experience dissolved those lines. What I found beyond the matrix was not punishment but a freedom that rendered those old rules powerless. This book maps that rupture and the new logic it revealed.
What if the world you know is a mathematical model — a grid constructed from beliefs that tell you who you are, what you must do, and what will happen if you don’t comply? Religions, governments, and social codes become the architecture of that matrix, and fear is its enforcement. In 2019 I crossed a threshold few survive. My near‑death experience shattered the grid and exposed the lie at its core: the fears that bind us are not the ultimate law of existence. In this book I take you beyond the matrix — into the places where those rules break down, where new possibilities open, and where we can begin to live by a truer geometry of being.
My Near Death Experience Arts and Thoughts 