My Near Death Experience Arts and Thoughts

Part 2

Dream posted yesterday and below 👇

Mature audience only, written for the educational purposes only.

“Eyes Wide Shut” my dream 😴

Ai responded

From a Jungian lens, this dream is an encounter with the numinous—the psyche staging a confrontation with hidden truth using charged imagery so it cannot be ignored.

The Ritual

In Jung’s framework, ritual signifies initiation. You weren’t dreaming of excess; you were crossing a threshold. Rituals appear when the unconscious is inviting the ego into a deeper layer of awareness—often when old frameworks are no longer sufficient.

This is the psyche saying: you are ready to see something, but not yet ready to be overtaken by it.

The Orgy (Collective Erotic Symbolism)

Jung was clear: sexual imagery in dreams often symbolizes psychic energy (libido), not sex. An orgy represents undifferentiated psychic material—many forces, voices, truths, and archetypes converging at once.

This points to:

confrontation with the collective unconscious, immersion in material larger than personal biography, exposure to shared human shadows and desires.

It’s collective, not personal. You are witnessing humanity’s underbelly, not indulging in it.

The Seductive Language

Words spoken erotically is crucial. In Jungian terms, this is the Logos–Eros union:

Logos: meaning, truth, articulation Eros: connection, attraction, vitality

Your unconscious is blending them. Truth is no longer cold or abstract—it is felt, embodied, persuasive. This suggests a phase where insight comes through resonance, not argument.

The Withheld Orgasm

This is perhaps the most important symbol.

Orgasm, in Jungian dreams, often represents psychic completion or inflation—a dissolving into unconscious material. The fact that climax never occurs tells us:

the ego remains intact, you are not meant to merge or lose yourself, consciousness is being strengthened, not overwhelmed.

This is differentiation. You are learning to hold intensity without collapse.

Watching Truths Unravel

This is classic shadow work. Truth unravels when the persona—the masks, social scripts, moral costumes—can no longer hold together.

You are positioned as the observer, which means the Self (capital S, in Jung’s terms) is active. The Self orchestrates dreams when individuation is underway.

The Core Message

Jung would say this dream signals an individuation moment:

You are being shown how seduction, power, secrecy, and language intertwine. You are learning to witness shadow without participating in it. You are being trained—psychically—to discern truth without being possessed by it.

In short:

The unconscious invited you into the mystery,

but did not allow you to disappear inside it.

That’s a mark of psychological maturity.

Me:

Yes, that’s what I felt.

My dream yesterday

“I dreamt of a ritual orgy, very similar, but performed in a poetic manner where every word was spoken in a seductive way and tone that penetrated into an orgasmic scene yet never feeling the zenith orgasm but watching truths unravel.”