Consciousness, (and my observations post NDE)

I write about consciousness post my near death experience in 2019.

Is consciousness aware on its own, or does it grow when it accepts the opportunity to thrive or not via living experiences such as human, plant life and animal experiences?

Examining fish in an aquarium, they are aware, but aware of what? Food/s, mates, and friendships? The last is doubtful, but does each atmosphere lived such as with oxygen or CO2 offer new insights into dimensions that might be explored? What about on other planets and surfaces not from this earthly atmosphere?

Let’s go back to the waters or sea life. Porpoises are intelligent, as octopuses, but many other sea creatures, that don’t breathe oxygen don’t seem to have the heights of intelligence, as humans measure. But, maybe there is an intelligence taught and learned when we accept the opportunity of living in the water without oxygen. Could this knowledge be used to create added opportunities in a human being? Maybe they must live near a body of water that must be used in order to appreciate the life and knowledge of the seas…

Are those consciousness’s that have lived numerous places and examples of different atmospheric conditions, more intelligent?

What is consciousness? I return back to the beginnings… are we always existing in our pods exploring lives from the state of being from within our pods? Consciously growing even in bad times as well as the good, are we evolving? And where will we end up?

My art

The pods that I saw during my NDE were not beautiful or pretty. It was after the fact, that I drew them, I then colored them, “pretty colors.” My original comments post my NDE about seeing the pods. They were gray and much more graphic and bothersome. Not so much like the movie “The Matrix,” but definitely not colored beautifully.

I am a person who must see beauty in everything, but in all honesty, everything is not beautiful. But, my artwork must have colors.

This image that I drew after my NDE was my expression of what The Primal Source would look like. Of course, there are more geometric elements and more mathematics involved.