By BoJenn
I rewrote yesterday’s message. I think it’s important.
Message Received Upon Waking
Yesterday, I awoke from a nap drenched in sweat—something rare for me. My heart was racing, and my body shook. I knew I had just received a message I had heard whispers of before, but this time it was louder, clearer, and undeniable.
I didn’t have time to write; my mind was moving too fast, faster than usual since my brain injury. My words came out more quickly and clearly than they have in years, so I spoke them into Siri before they could fade. What follows is the message exactly as it poured out of me:
”The white light, the white light you see at the point of when you’re dying do not go into the white light. I’m telling you don’t do it. That light is warm. It’s inviting it tells you how much it loves you. You feel so much like it and it is like God and it is comforting, but please know it is just a magnet. It is an energy that sucks you and into it do not go why because you lose your memories and you go into it each step of the way, I saw it during my Nde. It’s called the cleansing pool each level that you go into wipes away another level something that you knew your family it wipes away the memories of who you were your talents, your gifts, your profession, your knowledge every level begins to get washed away your dogs your pets everything about who you were in this present level gets washed away. Do not go into the light. I promise you do not go into the light. It is a magnetic it’s magnetism it is brilliant. It reminds you of God it reminds you of everything that you want and you need and when you go into it and you see what it is and you try to call back it tells you you’re going to hell just like a religion and tell you you got a burn and so of your family and I will threaten you and you are so frightened because you will not go in any further but you want to and you have to at the magnets pull you in and NNNNN and you were caught in the light And the light cleanses you from who you are now do not go into the light begin to say no to it now no, I will not go into your light. I will not be caught in your energy or your magnetism. I will not follow the religion that tells me how to get into your light. Your light is an illusion. It is a deceitful method you sent it here to deceive mankind And I am here to help mankind see the deception that she sent us and we are so much better than that light you and all of your memories and all of who you are are much better than that light do not be deceived. Do not feel the threats that you’re going to. Hell there is no place called hell it is a lie And I’m telling you this from the bottom of my heart and only you can open your eyes only you can wake yourself up, and I suggest that you begin to do it every day and when you begin to feel the fears beginning to die down because you realize that a real God will love you despite any fears despite that you don’t believe a certain way that is not a real God, a real God, the real being the real Energy that created you didn’t create you with threats and fears please listen to my warning do not go into the light. Thank you for listening.”
Rewritten
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Testimony of the Message Received in Waking
Witness: BoJenn
Date of Reception: August 12, 2025
State of Body and Mind at Time: Awakening from a short nap, unexpectedly drenched in sweat, trembling; unusually rapid and clear speech despite history of anoxic brain injury.
Means of Preservation: Immediate voice dictation to Siri before memory could fade.
The Moment of Reception
I awoke suddenly, feeling drenched in sweat—something I rarely experience. My body trembled. The urgency was unmistakable. I knew I had heard this message before in my life, but this time it came with force, clarity, and speed.
Since my brain injury, my speech has been slow, halting, and often tangled in words. Yet in that moment, the words flowed faster and clearer than I have spoken in years. There was no hesitation, no stumbles. I knew I could not write it down fast enough, so I spoke it into Siri to capture it as it arrived.
The following is the message exactly as it was received:
The Message
The white light—the white light you see at the point of death—do not go into it.
I am telling you: do not.
That light is warm and inviting.
It speaks of love.
It feels like God.
It comforts you and draws you closer.
But know this—it is a magnet. An energy that pulls you in to take something from you.
I saw it during my near-death experience.
It is called the Cleansing Pool.
Each level you pass through removes another part of you—memories of your family, your name, your work, your skills, your pets, your joys.
Layer by layer, all you have been is washed away.
It shines brilliantly, reflecting what you want most.
But when you see through it and try to turn back, it speaks as religion speaks:
“If you refuse, you will burn. If you resist, you are lost.”
This is false. There is no hell. These are words meant to hold you in place until the magnet takes you fully.
Say “No” now.
No, I will not go into your light.
No, I will not surrender my essence to your magnetism.
No, I will not be deceived by your beauty.
The light is not the Creator.
The true Source does not erase you, threaten you, or strip you of your being.
The real God—the living energy that made you—loves without fear, without condition, without loss.
From the deepest part of my being, I tell you:
Do not go into the light.”
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