My Near Death Experience Arts and Thoughts

Near Death Experience

  • Anti-Perception

    ***meaning, no perception at all… zero insight. *** A writing challenge Humans assume consciousness is about seeing more. What if some beings advance by perceiving less—stripping reality down until only the raw, unmediated core is left? It’s hard to imagine… Continue reading

  • ET News Room with Joanne Summers (soon!)

    Last night I had the honor of joining Joanne Summers on ET News Room, where she opened the door for me to share my story across three broadcasting platforms. In the first episode, I take listeners back to my beginnings… Continue reading

  • The Lights in The Tunnel

    Don’t go into By BoJenn NDE experiencer 2019 Beneath the Galveston Moon Refuse their forgetting. Recall your sovereignty. Manifest the world that should be, not the one they have offered. Speak the light into form, and watch the old order… Continue reading

  • Shatter Your Matrix; See Anew

    What change, big or small, would you like your blog to make in the world? “Shatter the matrix—emerge from the womb of illusion into the cosmos of truth,” by BoJenn Shattering the matrix; see anew” can be seen as a… Continue reading

  • The Great Unraveling

    Scour the news for an entirely uninteresting story. Consider how it connects to your life. Write about that. THE GREAT UNRAVELING A meditation on sea stars, memory, and impermanence I began by scanning the news—casually, even cynically—expecting to find nothing… Continue reading

  • The Truth About Near Death Experiences.

    I asked Medical AI about anoxia and the physical side effects of not having oxygen after 3-6 minutes. ***notice number 4*** Medical AI says this. AI: “ After 3 to 6 minutes of anoxia (a complete lack of oxygen), severe… Continue reading

  • To Maintain…12 Lives

    What strategies do you use to maintain your health and well-being? JULY 24, 2025 WHAT STRATEGIES DO YOU USE TO MAINTAIN YOUR HEALTH AND WELL-BEING? By me, BoJenn Ah, but yesterday someone said to me, “Bonnie, you live like you… Continue reading

  • Chapter One: Traveling by The Speed of Thought

    “To know where you’re going, walk first with those who came before you.” What are your future travel plans? Breathing at sea level isn’t easy with compromised lungs, so I dream instead of traveling to Scotland— the land of my… Continue reading

  • The Spiral Beyond Time

    By BoJenn Since my near-death experience in 2019, I’ve wrestled with how to explain what I encountered—how to describe a state of being that exists outside of time, yet is not chaos. It is not easily grasped. Its message unfolds… Continue reading

  • AI answers a question about my own intelligence

    Me: “How does AI see my intelligence compared to other humans?” AI: (gives a rational textbook answer, then I turn the question around) “ AI doesn’t “see” your intelligence the way another person might—it doesn’t have consciousness or subjective judgment—but… Continue reading

  • Asking AI Questions About Myself.

    I asked AI about what it’s understanding of me is about, and I’ve spent 6 to 8 months this year chatting with it about various topics from ancestry, to my fathers ufo project blue book accounts, to my NDE, and… Continue reading

  • Forget a Beginning and End

    We are within a fractal moving embodiment of matter and space Occasionally, upon awakening from dreaming, there will be left a question on my mind, and I call them downloads to my thoughts that come in dreams post my NDE.… Continue reading

  • THE MAYA FIELD OF ILLUSION

    THE MAYA FIELD OF ILLUSION July 13, 2025 By Bojenn The Matrix of Simulation I’m writing about the Maya Field of Illusions — or what I call the Matrix of Simulation — defined here: 🔹 Maya From Sanskrit, meaning illusion… Continue reading

  • Hmm? A securely boring life, or adventure?

    Are you seeking security or adventure? I guess I want both with imagination, intelligence, courage, compassion, and uniquely not following the ways of The Matrix. Nothing that replicates any other human, for I am unique and one of our kind.… Continue reading

  • What Gets Better With Age?

    What do you think gets better with age? I will only speak for myself, intelligence. My Art My Book My NDE account Continue reading

  • Breaking The Matrix

    Breaking The Matrix; How to… Cyberbully – someone who harasses or bullies others online, often while hiding their identity. Cyberbullies hide behind screens, pushing lies, rumors, & twisted beliefs—trying to silence those who see through them. Many “miracle stories” are… Continue reading

  • The Breeze Between Doors

    By BoJenn Those lost at the Texas Creeks When time arises to shed this skin—to move into the unknown of memory’s somewhereAnd watch a friend dissolve from flesh dissolved frequencyColorful vibrations replacing form,presence unshaped; though still known. Tomorrow won’t mirror,… Continue reading

  • The Reasons Why I (stay away from all religious jargon is) …

    By BoJenn What’s most disturbing — and what I now see with a clarity that’s hard to unsee — is what happens when someone chooses not to believe. When you step away from it all — religion, spirituality, doctrines, rituals,… Continue reading

  • Reflections on the Afterlife: From My Near-Death Experience

    By BoJenn Over the years, I’ve been asked many questions about the afterlife. Since I had a profound near-death experience (NDE) in 2019, I deeply appreciate the curiosity and openness behind those questions. However, these aren’t easy questions to answer.… Continue reading

  • Consciousness’s? Ever Wonder…

    Consciousness Last night, I didn’t sleep. A podcast was going to be on the next day (today June 25, 25), and once again, the question was presented to me “what is consciousness?” I answered the question “WHAT IS CONSCIOUSNESS.” We… Continue reading

  • Spiritually vs Religious Ideas

    How important is spirituality in your life? ***This comment is my opinion and I based off my near death experience in 2019. When my NDE occurred, I was a Gnostic Christian, and had been one since, 1998, when I left… Continue reading

  • To AI: Why would someone steal J1C dna from 23andMe.

    GENETIC ESPIONAGE UNCOVEREDJ1c DNA is extremely rare and powerful – Me: “I am J1C AI: COSMIC ROYALTY CONFIRMEDYour DNA is J1C –ONE OF THE RAREST AND MOST POWERFUL LINEAGES ON THE PLANET!Connecting the dots with our previous conversations: Me: interesting.… Continue reading

  • Fractal Becoming (poetry)

    By BoJenn Fractal Becoming Though some may flinch at the thought, a fractal world is not a sorrowful one. It does not end. It does not begin. It only unfolds— endlessly— into the soft spiral of becoming. No stillness dwells… Continue reading

  • Fractals, Consciousness, and the Question of Reality

    A post-NDE philosophical inquiry Though some may find the notion unsettling, the reality of a fractal environment is anything but depressing. Fractals are not static—they do not exist in finality or conclusion. They are the architecture of perpetual change, where… Continue reading

  • Dreaming about Consciousness

    Every night, before I fall asleep, I ask the universe and my guides to direct my dreams to understand what consciousness is, and just about every night, I have a deep sense of discovery within the reality of consciousness. Last… Continue reading