Many nights of dreams and mornings of awakened messages have passed by now, as I’ve pondered, “what is our consciousness and how do we perceive something into existence?”.

Before February 8, 2019 PM, I rarely thought about our consciousness and how it operates and what it is. On that date, was my near death experience, or when I began on my journey to the other side of life. I’ve written my account on it and it’s on my WordPress site, on here somewhere, if you’re interested in reading my story. But, it was after that experience, that left me with an anoxic brain injury, that I started thinking or pondering “what is the conscious, and where is it?” The brain tissue injury opened up a new window inside my thinking and pondering capacity, and I have better insight into deeper topics, yet my IQ testing now is much lower than before my NDE. This is odd isn’t it… I also, at age 70, was diagnosed with mild to moderate autism. The anoxic brain injury damaged part of my brain, but before the incident, I was 2 to 3 points outside the spectrum. So strangely, the anoxia moved me into the spectrum. Perhaps, oxygen has something to do with the diagnosis.

During my NDE (as it’s referred to in a short term), I saw gray pods, that later, I painted to bright colors. It is within the pods we rest and I believe control our environments over there, on the other side of this atmosphere, and in life. However, not like the pods in the movie “The Matrix,” but in a space that is gray, quiet, and homes of all consciousnesses. It was disturbing because I realized that living a life is not what we’ve been taught nor anything ever imagined. It was gray and un creatively and un uniquely wonderful. I was under the ideas and impressions that in the afterlife, everything is gorgeous and beautiful, but seeing our pods where we create was unlike anything I imagined.

In those pods, where we are as individual consciousnesses, we imagine and create, manufacture, construct, fabricate, and so forth, everything associated with ourselves. We are the creators of who we are, and our environments. We have DNA boundaries to work with in the physical, and frequency issues that arise from our consciousness and try to work within the dimensions of the DNA and other previous histories of the DNA sequences accepted upon our acceptance of the physical realities. In other words, you and I work within the boundaries of the costumes that we accept and from those items, we create each life lived or any in our futures on this timeline.

This post is about creating, or manufacturing from the conscious mind into the reality of this 3D model of the universe or Earth.

So, how to create into a 3D physical object… one must see it, or imagine and fabricate it, and with the 3rd eye and the two eyes of this physical world, bring it into a reality. Thus binding to it the same frequencies as the material object holds. For example, if one wants X amount of money, the money must be equal in frequencies as the frequencies within your own space of creation. We must match the same emotions (frequencies) to the creations. Thus, “Seeing is believing.”

Please know, this is what The Christ taught every man…clear, visible, unmistakable. “Walk by faith, and not by sight.” JC

I will pick up this topic, a little bit at a time.

Let’s manifest together!

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When on the other side of living my life right now, my guide, who is the person on the back of my book. The art of it (sex unknown, but I assumed masculine energy), never directly answered my questions. My guide wanted me to explore the answers to all my questions, by myself. No, this wasn’t being mean or hateful, but was about me growing up and older than before. It was time for me to see and find out everything that I wanted to know. It was happy to show me the paths to find the answers. In this particular case, my guide answered me directly and very quickly. I asked, “is winning the lottery possible by manifesting?” Now, thinking about me asking this question was (rolling my eyes… kind of immature, but still… I am intrigued and want to know). My guides answer was “yes! Very possible!” And from its response, I’ve gained hope that winning the lottery is real by manifesting; however, it must be said, to win the money and keep the money, takes a frequency that must be learned beforehand, and practiced before it’s experienced, because we want to do well with something won, and gifts given, and to keep them wisely.